If I successfully kept a notebook froze those times
what we had would have looked worse on paper than in real life
much ado about that; we endured through the fall
Storm of the century crashed last year’s weekends well through March
so we burrowed in the basement in pillow forts keeping warm
littered with takeout, teacups, and proposed bedtimes unobserved
when we sat in bitter silence proved your will was a force to be reckoned with
now I dread every text; quiet brace for each call
Much ado about that; I’ll hold my breath for my Love
if I can’t keep that demand and who on Earth can? Bag it all
if your personal hell is a complex filled with crumbling stories
worth of your past earthly transgressions blurring
then some floors on fire for the feelings I can’t inspire
I know I’m a liar for ulterior ends can’t deny
some floors on fire for guilt that never quite seems to subside
I know I’m a pyre, torch all too familiar reams of my life
some floors on fire for the feelings I can’t inspire
Neal is a superb, innovative songwriter with playful and honest lyricism. He writes and records just about everything and does it in his room with modest tools that put some studio records to shame. Able Baker
Legendary & much-missed songwriter Elliott Smith's second record is being reissued with a bonus disc of an early live performance. Bandcamp New & Notable May 21, 2020
The 20th anniversary edition of this modern classic is both carefully remastered and expanded with live and unreleased studio tracks. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 4, 2017